Ohhhh dear. **sigh**
Friday: Umm..I got a massage...Babysitting at Turtle Creek...That's about it.
Saturday: We were supposed to go to Harbor Springs, but there was a change of plans. So I slept. Went through old pictures. We have so many pictures. It's crazy.
Sunday: Cleaned.That's about it. The weekend kind of sucked. Talked to my son Zachary on the phone. He gave me a lecture. ha. whatever. summer needs to come quicker.
Monday(today): I wasn't feeling the greatest..So i stayed home. Woop woop.
that is all.
Pretty Little Liars is starting in a few. gtg.
xoxo.

Monday: there was a random snowdayy.Dummies. I gave Tubby a bath. took forever to get him into the tub. He's adorable though.
Tuesday: Back to school. New schedule is bulll-ishh. pisses me off. I'm thinking about transferring to Save next year. Owens is starting to piss me off. Always getting into errryones business. STFU.
Wednesday: I had a shadow..it was awkward for reasons..it was my first time meeting her. And then Sarah also had a shadow, Alexys. I liked her a lot. I got bitched at today. Teri. over some stupid stick. Chris pissed me off, If I wouldn't have had a shadow, I would've punched him in the face. I kept my temper down though. There's this new guy, his name is Julian..He's nice. He's my friend Christian's brother.Ha.
So. I'm in love. IN LOVE. I don't love him, I am IN LOVE with him..Big difference. It kind of scares me...I've only been in love once. With Shawn. && I will never get over him. EVER. It sucks. Ive learned to live with it and act like I don't care though..
next subject..
Today(Thursday): Sarah isn't here..I am seriously starting to hate this schedule. Study skills is stupid AF. I'm finding out who my true friends are. Patrick and I are done for good. Our "friendship" was fucked up and it couldn't be fixed. Him and I were too much alike. It sucks. He has someone better than me. As long as he's happy. He loved me. He was right about a lot of things but I denied it. I knew he was right. I feel awful now that I look back, but I can't take it back and it's too late to fix things. I did love Patrick, but I wasn't in love with him. We would always fight. Our friendship started going downhill when he transferred. I mean I'm not blaming him at all, I would get jealous and he would get jealous and it'd just cause problems. okay,, that's all I have to say..

Ohhh I've been so busy. School,random stuff, and more random stuff!!! kayyy, let's see...
Thursday; school was a blast. it was freezing out though!! i went "snow-skating" with Tony,Michael, & Alex though. haha. I did it down a hill without falling!! Michael fell like a zillion times. I fell while running down the hill. I made a mini snowman and it's house is in Ms.Smith's freezer. tehe. Messed around on Gifyo with Alex, Sarah, Michael, & Chris.
Friday; since everyone failed the math test, he gave us another one and no one still knew how to do it. I love Romeo and Juliet!! ooo, pipes were frozen for like half the day which sucked nastyyy dick. I drank a huge cup of coffee..we couldnt even drink out of the drinking fountain. um..on the way home from school, Shawn was stopped on the side of the road freezing and my mom was like "do you want to turn around?" and I was debating..cause you know, it's still kind of weird and awkward seeing him..hard for me. I almost cried. Because I felt bad. So we turned around and Greg was there. He ran out of gas but he was okay. I wouldve felt guilty if we wouldnt have turned around. umm..what else happend.. PAtrick sent me some texts..haha. not good ones either. I'm done with him. He chose. I vented to Matt for like 3 hours...felt way better after. Some people came over. I think we found Tubby a girlyyyfrann;-] she's a full yellow lab. her name is Indie. I am going to bring them together to make....PUPPIES!! woop woop.
Saturday; Raven's birthday party. Swimming. Diego won me a green teddy bear. :-] what a sweet little broohaaa. Talked to Khrys. Had a pretty good time.
Today; I haven't been feeling too hot.. but that's okay. Homework and VD pretty much sums up today..
that's all angel faces.
xoxo

Well. Let's see;
Yesterday.. Just a normal School day. No drama. It was boring. I talked to Logan<3 hehe. All in all, it was a good day.
Except Patrick and I are fighting.  He can go knock up that chick. Whatever. Screw him. Oh and I have to be escorted to the BR because I won't snitch. Wtf ever. 
Today..I was late for school. Didn't get much sleep. Art history was quick, Chris and I were looking at baby stuff. Lol. No idea why. Someone had a freak out...and was like flippin out. It was crazeeee. I like Romeo and Juliet. Ali brought a shadow today, his name is Dylan. He's really cool. He's 18, from elk rapids.  
Sarah left early today. 
Patrick and I are still fighting. Stressing me out.
Other then that, nada. 
Xoxox
Ooo check this out!!!:
Www.gifyo.com/lil-lex808

It is so much fun!! That's what I was doing today with Ali and them. ^,* 

Www.gifyo.com/ohdarlingalisha/817528

Hehe 

This long weekend has gone by quick. It was good for the most part, except for some stupid drama(Patrick). I'm seriously done with him. He made his choice. Sure,he choose some bitch over me. I should've kicked her ass when I had the chance. If I ever see that hoe again, she will have a whole new face after I'm done with her. :-]
Well, Saturday I went shopping with Sarah The Great. VS had a fantastic sale. Got a new bag!! New underwear. Cute boots. A calender. It was great. 5 hours. Haha. I got checked out by sooo many people. Sarah was just laughing. Like this mexican, was like following me. I felt so violated. and then the phone case dude was hitting on me.. he was like "have you been here all day? ive seen you a lot" lol. wtf. He was nice though. I was going to try and get a discount..ha. "Like My Dog" was stuck in my head so I was just singing it the entire time..People are way too serious.
Sunday; WEnt to hang out with Brooke for a bit. Saw Shawn and Greg. Trinity was working. Brenda was in a sassy mood. Brooke spent the night. Zac spent the night. Got my ass kicked by Diego and Zac. I'm bruised. My ass, My arms, My legs. my neck is sore. ha. Went outside last night.. brr. My booty got numb. Watched Insidious.
Today; No school. MLK Day. woop woop. all I did was clean..Fun fun. and Homework. Pretty Little Liars is on tonight. Ezra and Aria need to get back together. Fuck Aria's parents. Pshh. ooooo I love this songggg. Better Than I Used To Be. <3<3 amazing song.
I'm truly finding out who my true friends are.. I need new friends. I miss Katie. her and i were the best of friends. we were like inseperable and i could talk to her about anything..we had so many goood times. we only got into 2 fights and it was over guys. i miss her. but im pretty sure she hates me. and i know megan hates me..i have no idea why. Her parents probably hate me(for a good reason). hahah.
i might write her a letter. i dont want to text her. or call.
it's just so hard for me to trust people anymore.
okay. im done.
ttyl.

Life. oh jeez.
Wednesday; Diego got his hair cut. woop woop. it looks good. wayy shorter. talked to Khrys. kind of. we were there for awhile.
Thursday; I really dont remember. it must of been boring.
Friday; snow dayy. thank goodness. i didnt do my homework. Sarah came over for the first time in forever. went outside and just chilled. laughed a lot. Patrick is pissing me off. like if i randomly saw him, id punch him and then cry. I cant stand him.
Today; Papa and Grammy came over. and then some other people are coming over later. with 4 kids. that'd add up to 6 kids. screw that. ha.
well i have go to go.
blahh.
seee yaa.

It's only Tuesday. Uckkk. Yesterday..Boring as hell. It was a suckish dayy. Everything got worked out though<3 thank goodness. communication. this world needs people to communicate better. haha. im not very good at communicating, im not gonna lie:-D ooo Skylar sent me a lettter!! i never get letters anymore. I felt so special. i gotta write him back.
Todayyy, back to normal. i didn't feel well today. mi madre got me a frappe this morning. i didnt eat until like 4:30. went downtown to meet up with Ben and Chelsea. I got my favorite sandwich. nom nom. im hopefully going to be getting my boots tomorrow. oh, tomorrow is Chelsea's birthday. I am going to Erica's tomorrow. Diego is getting his hair cut.
I got to see baby Elizabeth today, I wanted to keep her! haha. she's adorable.
All and all it was a good day.
except i have received some sad news....
We might have to get rid of Tubby. i will cry.
no.
i shall not let that happpen. he's happy here.
he doesnt wanna leave.
that's all.

-Lex

Well this weekend sort of kind of sucked monkey tits.
i dont really feel like talking about it.
ill just tell about the pictures;
Haha well the one with the dude laying down is my old principle, he got fired. But that picture was in last years yearbook. haha. makes me laugh.
That gorgeous scenery is in Kenya. Dwayne sent me some pictures. I am going to be going there. Might move there. He is going to come and visit Michigan too!! that'll be cool.
That nipple picture makes me laugh sooo hard. I posted it on Sarah's wall and it got like 4 likes. It's hilarious. It was on Pedo Bear's fb.
well, that's all I have to say.
nothing good.
xxx

Ohh thank goodness it's Friday. It has been a quick week. Yesterday nothing special happened..
Today; Patrick added me back on facebook. guess he cant live without me. i kept up my word when i said that i wouldnt talk to him he had to talk to me.
memories have been brought up from last spring..... :-/
im not going to detail on here.
but damn.
jerk.
got picked up early from school today..
took a nap when i got home.
so much on my mind.
ughhh. im not giving in though.
ohh i got hit on hardcore today on fb by this guy with a kid. like wtf?
he was askin if i had a man and that i was sexy and all this stuff.
Sarah and I actually had a really good convo today, for the first time in awhile.
oh, the number im holding up.. im against bullying

http://www.standtogether.tv/

and then the other picture is from when we were singing to old people. awee. :-]
i will be posting pictures of the dance from a month or so ago..
when miss smith sends them to me..
tomorrow, family is gonna be over all day and then sunday i think i gotta go to babysit Chase..blahh
that's all.
back to bickering with Patrick:-/
ttyl

Hm.. this has been a quick week. Tomorrow is already Thursday.
We were supposed to go back to school the yesterday, but we ended up having a snow day.
I had an awful headache last night so I was up until 2. I talked to Logan!! <3 <3
hehe.
not until 2 though.
today; well considering I only got 3 hours of sleep last night, I haven't been tired. Weird.
Art History..haha Gerard. that's all I have to say.
Jade returned.
In English she came up to Elizabeth and I think that she was talking to me too? and she was like "they cant expell me without evidence" all bitchy. haha. whatever. I guess she's switching to online classes.
Well Niquist was all sad today because of her doggie. :-[ sad faceee. so we watched Shakespeare In Love? I think that's what it's called. It's really good. I guess Shakespeare was a horny dude.
Math was math. Dayton has some huge hands! it's crazzzzzzzeeee.
other than that, nothing else interesting happened.
David was talking about being a Victoria's Secret model. he's different.
my bedding came.
nothing else to talk about.
ohhh yesterdayy, Yeah, Shawn and Greg are friends. like he was over there yesterday. I dont think Shawn kicked his ass after all. oh well.
xoxo.
that's all.

Goodbye 2011, Hello 2012

2011 is officially over. Thank goodness. It was not the greatest year. Probably one of the worst actually. The one person that I never wanted to lose as a friend, I lost. I fucked up bad this year. Learned a lot of lesson's but I also lost my trust to someone that I would do almost anything for, the one that I love. I thought I'd be able to get over him. But it's becoming clear that I won't. When you truly love someone, you never stop loving them. I still think about him everyday, I replay where I went wrong, just everything. I really don't understand why I care so much. He hated always blew me off, treated me like I was nothing..He knew he had me wrapped around his finger. He would try to make me jealous and piss me off. He would push my buttons for fun, and I just acted like I didn't care. He knew he was hurting me. I tried for years to be the perfect girl. Nothing was ever good enough for him. He made me cry so many times. I couldn't figure out why he didn't like me back. I was trying to be so perfect, my self-esteem went way down, I was always self-conscious. The weird thing is that he would notice little things about me that I didn't think that he paid attention to. When I was losing weight, he'd notice and get all mad at me. Very rarely would he compliment me. I remember one time, it was the first day of sophomore year and after school, I ran next door and said hey to everyone(in my ugly ass uniform) and then left. Shawn texted me and he said that the uniform didn't look that bad. Him and I use to be somewhat close. I miss it. We use to text all the time, he used to be all protective..okay. I am done talking about that stupid idiot. DONE. let's get on with what's happened this week;
Friday- We went up to Harbor Springs. Which was good. Stayed the night.
Saturday- Left Papa and Grammy's, WEnt to Grandma Nancy. I wanted to steal that white kitty. I want a fat cat. Went home. Got all ready. WEnt to Cadillac & hung out with Ben and Chelsea. Stayed the night.
Today- It's a new year!! woop woop. 2011 was a painful, sad, dramatic, crazy year for a lot of people. Learned a lot. Too many losses:-/
I hope that 2012 is completely opposite than 2011.
If everything goes to hell, I'm going back to my good ol' pal, Mary Jane. hehe.
I've missed her!! muhahahah.
Okay. that's all.
xoxo.
<3<3<3 GOODBYE 2011, HELLO 2012